Hello from Judith in California

[JudithC]

Hello,

My name is Judith and I live in Camarillo, CA (Southern California).

I discovered Divine Truth around October 2013. That year I had gone through some changes that lead me to realizing that having God in your life was not a bad thing.

I was raised a Catholic, so we were made to go to mass every Sunday which was not enjoyable but something we had to do. When I was about 11 I was able to join our Young Christian Choir in Church and that made the mass more relaxed and I have some fond and emotionally touching memories of those times.

In my early 20’s I explored Edgar Cayce, I used to go see a woman who did group channeling in Marina del Rey, and read the series of books “The Right Use of Will”. In the 1990's I even had a past life experience while taking MDMA with an unlicensed therapist...not something I would recommend but I realized that some of the concepts from that experience have D.T.logic.

In 2013 I began to look into spirituality and was reading a blog called “Channeling Erik” which is written by a woman channeling her suicided 18 year old son. For a long time the site was calming for me, but then I realized something about Erik, he was quite profane and I felt this wasn’t right. One evening I was thinking about this and prayed that I just sincerely wanted to know the truth and I directed that desire to God. Within 15 minutes I was looking for the Right Use of Will for free, and came across AJ and Mary on Smashwords. I had never heard of them prior. So of course I felt, well, they are or they are not, and I felt that I would be able to very quickly see if they were being deceptive. After 2 1/2 years I can say they have never done anything inconsistent, and I am starting to come more to terms with who they actually are.

There are a lot of emotions that I have been though since that time from joy to despair, and I have not progressed as well as I could of because I was not wanting to do any emotional work on façade or addictions and was following Divine Truth in an addictive manner. Since the announcement of the new Assistance Groups I made the decision to do more, and I can tell you that it is now starting to make sense and that everything hooks together and I know to follow Divine Truth you must work on all aspects of it.

I will be attending two of the groups this year and am looking forward to meeting everyone and making this more real as opposed to something that I explore on a computer in my living room!

With love,

[Nicky]

Hello Judith

Welcome to the forum.

Just wanted to write a quick note to state that I received your private emails in the past where you mentioned you had been having issues registering, however every time I went to send my response, the emails failed to send for some reason completely unknown to me (just to your email address, all other people's email addresses that I have replied to have been fine) and there was no other way to get in touch.

I am happy to see you have managed to register on the forum, so just wanted to share that I was not ignoring you.

Nice to meet you.

Nicky

[JudithC]

Thank you Nicki for writing, I assumed something was off, and I did realize that my verizon account was also blocking emails from another vendor, so I changed the email. Weird! Anyway, here I am and I think it's better now since I was not in such a good condition before.