Howdy!!!

[Lena]

Hi guys,
my name is Lena. I have avoided this section of the forum for a while, or told myself that I have nothing to say - maybe a one liner 'Hi" but here I am bugger the fears and shame!

I am 33y.o, I come from a Russian background, non religious as such, but I did go to the church with mom a few times in my childhood.
I would say that I lived a life without many opinions of my own on any subject matter. While some people used to call me - flexible, some - silly, as for me I felt like I am not really a person, as I could never feel myself or know myself in any way. And for majority I hated life. My only escape was nature.

Well as things happen, I migrated to Australia, Melbourne in 1999, at 17 y.o, where a few years later I met Igor, who I fell in love with and he has been my partner for the last 12 years. I speak about this here, becuase Igor was an instrumental part in me finding out about Divine Truth.

I came to know about Divine Truth in 2010, a few days later after Igor came home from work with a DVD in his hand.
He was captivated at the screen of the computer for days on end, with a sign on his face "Do not disturb!!!"; searching for more and more information about Jesus' second coming, Divine Truth teachings and what it all meant ( on the big scale)
As for me, well, I guess I was a little less impressed, or more terrified about the message I realised to be, as I fell asleep every time I watched a new presentation.

... 5 years on, and I am listening or reading or talking or watching Divine Truth teachings pretty much all day long every day. Which is quite a change from where I have started. But rest assured, many things have happened in between, which I'll save the space from.

Divine Truth has changed me and my life!
I love what I hear, and what I learn. I love the faith these Truths are giving me.
The Divine Truth information is insanely powerful! I love learning and finally understaning the meaning of life, at last!! I am less stressed out about life being the waste because I simply never understood it before. I love getting to know God, the real me, my man, the world and the laws it is governed by. I love meeting new people who are passionate, open hearted and loving of God. They give me hope and excitement that life isn't crap after all.
I love Jesus and Mary, they are my favourite teachers!!
I know now that a lot of my sadness and lack of love for life was due to harmful relationships I have encounter through out. Starting from a family, to all of the people and friends I have met along the way as well as my observation of the world in general. Which all have compacted into feelings of helplessness, hopelessness and doom - a deep sadness.
I am now able to heal all of my relationships, and I am in the process of doing it little step at a time, across from my personal relationship, friendships and family.
And God, what a hope giver, life is ever wonderful...!!??
I knew nothing about God. I only hoped that God was real, and maybe - the lucky girl me, could find out about Him one day. I could say that what I thought and felt of life is strictly divided before knowing about God and after. I recon most of us feel that.
I can't say I am satisfied with my relationship with God yet, I am learning not to judge myself that my heart isn't filled with His love, but its true, I am still far away from the real connection. Which I am working on daily.

And lastly, which I am SOo excited about, I am learning to live in my passion(s)!

Well I hope you get the gesture, that I love the power truth has, as it is fundamentally has changed my life, my thinking, and pretty much all of my understandings.

I enjoy the forum Nicky has put together and I am very excited about it! Thank you!

Good to meet you all here,
love,
Lena

[Bex]

Thanks Lena for your lovely intro - I am searching to know God at the moment and your post really is encouraging. I am lying in bed before and after sleep asking and talking to God - someone that I dont know what is and have doubts about yet I have a fervent desire to find out. I have really benefited from the work you and Igor have done and hope to meet you guys one day soon x

[Amanda Stracey]

Thanks Lena. I just wanted to say you've already mentioned some important things that apply to some feelings in my life that I hadn't been acknowledging or understanding before.

[Nicky]

Hi Lena

Lovely to hear from you again since the assistance group last year!

I really enjoyed speaking with yourself and Igor when the opportunity came around and the mystery voice at the start/intro of the Divine Truth videos was solved

I share many of the feelings and thoughts you have expressed and I want to thank you SO MUCH for the time you have taken in doing the filming/editing of the DT material up to this point and in the future. It is a truly wonderful gift you and Igor are giving to the world.

Welcome to the forums!

Nicky

[Anna S]

Hi Lena!
Nice to meet you here in this forum as the opportunity to meet you disappeared when I and Hasse did not come to Australia and the interviews with Jesus and Mary.
I do want to deeply thank you and Igor for all the work you are doing with filming the presentations. It is such a valuable gift to have all these presentations on youtube.
Thank you Lena
With love
Anna S

[Lena]

Hi Nicky,
it was great meeting you too at the 2014 A.A.G. and hearing your very interesting story about finding these truths!
I remember I could feel a lot of passion in you for the truth and for God. And that you have a deep respect for Jesus and Mary in your heart!
I loved that in you! Not sure how that works, but it all somehow translated to me as, you were committed in your heart.

In your intro on your website, you mentioned about spending a year in the dark place, under attack and in misery, before you got up and decided to take actions towards living a better life (if I understood you correctly). When I heard that, I could definitely connect to that, and not only for the past year for me, but that has been generally a pattern in my life. Happy and inspired times vs down times.

As while I am very inspired by Jesus and Mary about all of the things I said in my introduction here, I do feel a lot of the times a struggle, oppression, depression, stagnation, and self and spirit attack. And those times are often short but also often are long, just depending on what kind of emotion I have approached and how long I am prepared to avoid feeling it. This avoidance I choose, has made my life pretty unbearable at times, and painful not only to me, but to my closest people.

And this is, I guess, why I am extra happy and inspired about what you are doing here!

Anyways, It is great to meet everyone here,

Love, Lena

[weiwei]

Hello, Lena:
"I want to thank you SO MUCH for the time you have taken in doing the filming/editing of the DT material up to this point and in the future. It is a truly wonderful gift you and Igor are giving to the world."

that's what i want to say to you, too. Without the video, I won't have the chance to hear Divine truth again because I rejected it at the first place in Australia, then I came back to Taiwan...