Re: Astrology
Posted: Sun Dec 13, 2015 6:30 pm
This thread on astrology has helped me a lot as I was at a cross road, just embarking to get involved in a two year course on astrology, which I decided to let go of now. I realized that I intended to use the system of astrology as a crutch to help me figure things out intellectually instead of focusing on developing my relationship with God and applying all the great teachings of Divine Truth. So thank you again for starting the thread Benjamin.
I also want to thank Niki for clarifying things to you Benjamin reg. my statement on the planets.
I would have felt triggered by your comment to me and my innitial reaction would have been to withdraw.
Even so Niki and you seemed to have worked it out it did trigger me and my initial response was to withdraw as I felt repelled and confused. I am still trying to figure out my law of attraction and what it meant for me esp. as I have been attracting some men in the past month who have been argumentative and belittling about things, esp. Reg. my believes in divine truth.
I have the feeling, as I am becoming more aware of my addiction with the opposite sex and as I am getting more firm in not engaging some of them any longer I am under more spirit attack from male or even female spirits. They seem to test me to see if I am really firm about not engaging my addictions any longer and as they see that they are loosing the hold of me the attacks get ramped up, for example random man on the street pumping violently into me as they pass.
But I am also aware of some violent believes about men that I have still within me, mainly taken on from my mother, however I do not feel consciously superior to men, instead I rather have the feeling that I feel inferior to men, or to certain men...well it seems all so complex and I hope that I have more clarity on this issue soon.
Thank you
I also want to thank Niki for clarifying things to you Benjamin reg. my statement on the planets.
I would have felt triggered by your comment to me and my innitial reaction would have been to withdraw.
Even so Niki and you seemed to have worked it out it did trigger me and my initial response was to withdraw as I felt repelled and confused. I am still trying to figure out my law of attraction and what it meant for me esp. as I have been attracting some men in the past month who have been argumentative and belittling about things, esp. Reg. my believes in divine truth.
I have the feeling, as I am becoming more aware of my addiction with the opposite sex and as I am getting more firm in not engaging some of them any longer I am under more spirit attack from male or even female spirits. They seem to test me to see if I am really firm about not engaging my addictions any longer and as they see that they are loosing the hold of me the attacks get ramped up, for example random man on the street pumping violently into me as they pass.
But I am also aware of some violent believes about men that I have still within me, mainly taken on from my mother, however I do not feel consciously superior to men, instead I rather have the feeling that I feel inferior to men, or to certain men...well it seems all so complex and I hope that I have more clarity on this issue soon.
Thank you