Hello!
Posted: Thu Sep 03, 2015 6:02 pm
Hi everyone,
First of all I would like to apologize for my very bad English (I can understand it but not good at all at expressing it myself).
Well, my adopted name is David Renversez, since I was adopted when I was 6 years old. As for my original name, sorry about that, I can't really remember correctly at this point in time. I'm 26 yaers old, I was born in Vietnam in 1989, I lived there for 6 years and a half, then I was adopted and I moved in Belgium. Before I have discovered Divine Truth, as far as I can remember, I have always lived a life of lonelyness, abandon and rejection. In Vietnam, adults used to abuse me every day, and in Belgium, that was my adoptive parents and other children at school. As a result of that, I lived a life with no friends, and now I still don't have any single friend, aside maybe my spirit guide, which I only realize his potential existence recently because of AJ's teaching, and yeat I can't even connect to him or her at this point.
I think what leads me to Divine Truth was the pain I endure all my life and I wanted to have answer, and in addition, I think I have a quite strong desire for truth, which cause me to investigate not only things of the physical matter, but also things of spiritual matter, like astarl projection, yoga and supernatural type of things, and approximatively since a yaer and a half now, Jesus and Mary's teaching.
At this point in time, I don't know if I did receive some of God's love, I guess yes because I can remember Jesus saying on a talk that it's generally the case for people on the Divine Love Path. In other word, I think the main reason as to why I follow the Divine Truth teaching is not because I have experienced God's love, but only because of logic at this point. Indeed, even if I'm a very bad learner, in the sense that I struggle to get out of my intellect into my emotion, that being said, from a logical perspective, what AJ and Mary teach makes a lot of sense to me. And so I choosed to go along with the teaching, because if it's turn out not to be true, I will sooner or later realize it and it'll be fine because I view my choice as my responsibility and not the teacher's responsibility.
Now, when I say I don't know if I did receive some of God's love, maybe it's not very true, because sometimes I do feel some strange overwhelming sensation that makes me cry, but I don't know if it's just my imagination, in the sense of manufacturing myself the reception of God's love or not.
So at this point I have yet to learn to discern God's love if such thing does exist, and I have completely confidence to it existence, based on the immense logic of AJ and Mary teaching. And in fact, I trust them so much that a few months ago I choosed to create my own youtube channel, where I uploaded some Divine Truth clip with French translated subtitle for people speaking French that don't understand English.
recently I have started to express that desire again, and 2 days ago, I have started to translate a complete video, and if that desire of mine is in harmony with love and not addiction, I plan to continue to translate as many video as I can. The reason why I feel more attracted to the translation of video into subtitle file is because I feel the videos give more inoformation, more details and more explanations due to the gesture and so forth, and therefore, videos are more efficients to me.
Also, I wanted to let you know that I don't want to be hypocritical here and I have to say that I'm not always sincere (most of the time in the past) on my relationship with God, and therefore, I'm not always on the Divine Love path in these moments, but rather on the natural love path, let alone the fact that most of the time, I can't even trust myself and I do some very damaging thing, which cause me not to be on any loving path at all. I wanted to say that because I don't know if I have my place here as a member if I lack sometimes sincerity, but as far as I feel I'm sincere right now, then telling the truth is the best thing to do, I feel. And I wanted to introduce myself today because I have read the update and I wanted to remain a member and to grow in love, because I have recently felt some shift in my desire for God.
In any case, no matter what happens personally for me, I would still be grateful to Nicky for this forum, because I feel a lot of potentials benefits for everyone. So thank you immensely Nicky for your Gift to us!
David
First of all I would like to apologize for my very bad English (I can understand it but not good at all at expressing it myself).
Well, my adopted name is David Renversez, since I was adopted when I was 6 years old. As for my original name, sorry about that, I can't really remember correctly at this point in time. I'm 26 yaers old, I was born in Vietnam in 1989, I lived there for 6 years and a half, then I was adopted and I moved in Belgium. Before I have discovered Divine Truth, as far as I can remember, I have always lived a life of lonelyness, abandon and rejection. In Vietnam, adults used to abuse me every day, and in Belgium, that was my adoptive parents and other children at school. As a result of that, I lived a life with no friends, and now I still don't have any single friend, aside maybe my spirit guide, which I only realize his potential existence recently because of AJ's teaching, and yeat I can't even connect to him or her at this point.
I think what leads me to Divine Truth was the pain I endure all my life and I wanted to have answer, and in addition, I think I have a quite strong desire for truth, which cause me to investigate not only things of the physical matter, but also things of spiritual matter, like astarl projection, yoga and supernatural type of things, and approximatively since a yaer and a half now, Jesus and Mary's teaching.
At this point in time, I don't know if I did receive some of God's love, I guess yes because I can remember Jesus saying on a talk that it's generally the case for people on the Divine Love Path. In other word, I think the main reason as to why I follow the Divine Truth teaching is not because I have experienced God's love, but only because of logic at this point. Indeed, even if I'm a very bad learner, in the sense that I struggle to get out of my intellect into my emotion, that being said, from a logical perspective, what AJ and Mary teach makes a lot of sense to me. And so I choosed to go along with the teaching, because if it's turn out not to be true, I will sooner or later realize it and it'll be fine because I view my choice as my responsibility and not the teacher's responsibility.
Now, when I say I don't know if I did receive some of God's love, maybe it's not very true, because sometimes I do feel some strange overwhelming sensation that makes me cry, but I don't know if it's just my imagination, in the sense of manufacturing myself the reception of God's love or not.
So at this point I have yet to learn to discern God's love if such thing does exist, and I have completely confidence to it existence, based on the immense logic of AJ and Mary teaching. And in fact, I trust them so much that a few months ago I choosed to create my own youtube channel, where I uploaded some Divine Truth clip with French translated subtitle for people speaking French that don't understand English.
recently I have started to express that desire again, and 2 days ago, I have started to translate a complete video, and if that desire of mine is in harmony with love and not addiction, I plan to continue to translate as many video as I can. The reason why I feel more attracted to the translation of video into subtitle file is because I feel the videos give more inoformation, more details and more explanations due to the gesture and so forth, and therefore, videos are more efficients to me.
Also, I wanted to let you know that I don't want to be hypocritical here and I have to say that I'm not always sincere (most of the time in the past) on my relationship with God, and therefore, I'm not always on the Divine Love path in these moments, but rather on the natural love path, let alone the fact that most of the time, I can't even trust myself and I do some very damaging thing, which cause me not to be on any loving path at all. I wanted to say that because I don't know if I have my place here as a member if I lack sometimes sincerity, but as far as I feel I'm sincere right now, then telling the truth is the best thing to do, I feel. And I wanted to introduce myself today because I have read the update and I wanted to remain a member and to grow in love, because I have recently felt some shift in my desire for God.
In any case, no matter what happens personally for me, I would still be grateful to Nicky for this forum, because I feel a lot of potentials benefits for everyone. So thank you immensely Nicky for your Gift to us!
David
