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Posted: Fri Nov 20, 2015 2:49 am
Hi
my name is Sandra Tuszynska. I have recently started reading some of the posts in the Divine Truth Hub forum and have found some inspiration to join. I have hesitated to join the forum, because I know within myself, that I am a very unloving person, who is severely influenced by spirits, and that I am still not in a place, where I want to love others or myself. It has taken me over a year to realise this, following my personal feedback from Jesus at the 2014 Assistance Group. However, after reading Mary's message about how participating in this forum, can be a good preparation for the upcoming Assistance Group, in exposing any of my unloving behaviour or intensions, I have decided to come on board.
I have recently also realised, that if I am to grow out of my current condition, I must be willing to ask for help, which I feel this forum is designed for. I also find it very helpful to read the Padgett Messages, which I feel very passionate about, because they inspire me so much. I have many questions and would love to contribute to the discussions about these messages as well, and there is a whole section devoted to them here.
It is still hard to believe, that after five years of listening to Divine Truth, and believing that I was on The Way, I was so blind to the fact, that I was using Divine Truth as a way to manipulate people, in order to get my addictions met. But this is what I am realising now, seeing at least some of the things that I do, that harm other people. All I can say is, that if I have not received this feedback from Jesus a year ago, I would still be fooling myself and trying to fool others, and I would perhaps have never even thought about the desire to change at all. Now I wan to know how to plant the first seed of this desire to love?
Sandra
my name is Sandra Tuszynska. I have recently started reading some of the posts in the Divine Truth Hub forum and have found some inspiration to join. I have hesitated to join the forum, because I know within myself, that I am a very unloving person, who is severely influenced by spirits, and that I am still not in a place, where I want to love others or myself. It has taken me over a year to realise this, following my personal feedback from Jesus at the 2014 Assistance Group. However, after reading Mary's message about how participating in this forum, can be a good preparation for the upcoming Assistance Group, in exposing any of my unloving behaviour or intensions, I have decided to come on board.
I have recently also realised, that if I am to grow out of my current condition, I must be willing to ask for help, which I feel this forum is designed for. I also find it very helpful to read the Padgett Messages, which I feel very passionate about, because they inspire me so much. I have many questions and would love to contribute to the discussions about these messages as well, and there is a whole section devoted to them here.
It is still hard to believe, that after five years of listening to Divine Truth, and believing that I was on The Way, I was so blind to the fact, that I was using Divine Truth as a way to manipulate people, in order to get my addictions met. But this is what I am realising now, seeing at least some of the things that I do, that harm other people. All I can say is, that if I have not received this feedback from Jesus a year ago, I would still be fooling myself and trying to fool others, and I would perhaps have never even thought about the desire to change at all. Now I wan to know how to plant the first seed of this desire to love?
Sandra