Thank you Mary

[Alex M]

Sorry for hogging this Thank you section....I feel really thankful and grateful at present.

Thank you so much Mary for choosing to embrace your true self. I feel so much love coming from you in the recent videos on Youtube. I feel you really strongly and it is bringing up a lot of grief and repentance in me.

I have treated women really badly in my life in wanting to control and have power over them and have them do what I want, like the spoiled little boy who had everything done for him, was never told "no" and grew up expecting the same from everyone else around him. No wonder I lost all my closer friends on the path....im so sorry.

Im so sorry Mary for the things I have projected at you and did to you.....im too ashamed to mention them publicly. Also I feel there is a lot more to go in that more me.

You are showing me the beauty of true femininity, the softness, gentleness, things that I cannot put into words, that I feel I lack in myself as a man and desire so much.....maybe that's a true desire for the other half of me or an error that I don't feel complete as I am. I also feel that as a man I don't have that beauty, that a man builds a house but a woman makes it beautiful.

I pray that I may strive to create "power vacuum" in my relationship with my mate....gees...that would be nice and peaceful.

Anyway....im crapping on now....thank you and may you and Jesus grow into the true divine expressions of yourself here in earth.

Love,
Alex