I have issued Laura with 3 AMBER STRIKES for a number of her unloving interactions on the forum which I will now explain below.
Recently, Eloisa provided some really great feedback to the women involved on the following thread:
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Firstly, a huge thanks to Eloisa for taking the time to provide such detailed feedback and also the part directed towards Laura. It is a great gift that has been offered and would have taken her quite a decent amount of her own personal time to offer such feedback.
AMBER STRIKE 1
Laura said the below to Pierre in response to a genuine question he was asking to better his understanding of what Laura was attempting to convey in a previous post:
The way Laura responded to Pierre was pretty unloving (projecting anger, condescension and was pretty hostile in general). Truth be told, this in itself is a RED STRIKE offence however due to the other unloving behaviour I have observed, I have decided to class this as 1 of the 3 AMBER STRIKES as Laura will now be muted regardless. One of the major reasons behind Laura's post was to elicit a non-response from Pierre essentially AND in Pierre's fear, her addiction was met and he "backed off" from the interaction. Laura, your soul was saying "Don't you dare go there or you are going to be in trouble" - this is very threatening, manipulative and damaging to whoever you are directing this at and is prohibited on the forum.I don't know why you want an example of when i'm physically punished, I don't see how that is relevant
Also I feel there are some issues of love present in the way Laura has responded to the feedback gifted to her by Eloisa which I will now address.
AMBER STRIKES 2 and 3
I feel that Laura's response to the feedback offered by Eloisa was insincere and in heavy facade. She stated that she was not condoning her anger (amongst the other damaging emotions projected by her towards Pierre) however the reason why she felt the need to share a personal story about how others have been angry towards her WAS her attempt to excuse her own behaviour at a soul level in a bid that others may have some sympathy for her actions and also out of her own judgement of her anger. I am sorry Laura but I personally cannot offer you any sympathy for this choice to project at Pierre. You made a soul based decision to deliberately project those emotions at Pierre and there is no excuse for this, regardless of any stories of how badly others have treated you (which forms part of your own Law of Compensation and is reflecting back at you your own unloving behaviour towards others). A sincere person would have taken the feedback on board, stated thank you and gone off to reflect.
Mary offered Laura some truly amazing feedback a few weeks ago and in that feedback, Mary stated that Laura has a tendency to blame others in a way to avoid taking personal responsibility for her own behaviour (will). This is EXACTLY what Laura has done here and I can see the feedback Mary offered to her has yet to touch her soul as the same is evident in this reply to Eloisa. Laura is still posting on the forum in the same addictions and this shows me where her current level of sincerity and humility is at. I cannot express enough how much of a gift any type of feedback is, particularly feedback coming from Jesus and/or Mary. Nobody on the planet can offer you the depth of feedback that they can offer you and if you are humble to it, you will progress SO MUCH more rapidly than you can otherwise. Once you truly realise this gift, things will change massively.
Finally Laura stated the below:
Laura, I do not feel you are truly sorry because you are yet to feel the SIN of this behaviour and yet to engage the Law of Repentance or correction through the Law of Compensation to be in a state of remorse for your actions. I do not feel you understand the severity of the SIN in the behaviour on this thread and how damaging it is to others who are open to your projections and also how much it degrades your own soul condition. By blaming others/avoiding taking the personal responsibility for your own actions, you are reinforcing and justifying your own anger - dark spirits will love this and hook into it at will. I hope you can see this is the case after reading this thread. I also feel we can be more honest too, at present I feel you DO want to keep engaging in this behaviour because this is why you responded to Eloisa's feedback in the manner that you did. This is where your will is currently engaged. If you are not being truthful with yourself, you will find it extremely difficult to go through the process of deconstructing the facade and releasing these addictions.I am sorry I was angry again and because this is something that keeps coming up for me and I am hurting people with it, I am going to take some time away and try and address this anger more now. I am sorry to effect anyone on this forum with it and I don't want to keep doing it so thank you Eloisa for pointing this out and apologies Pierre for my reaction and you don't deserve any anger I gave you.
I really hope this helps you Laura. I feel if you sincerely look at the feedback Mary gave you as well as the feedback offered in this thread by myself and in the other thread by Eloisa, you can make some great inroads. I have felt it appropriate to mute you in a way to protect others because if you are not sincerely looking at these issues you will be projecting this out at others and it will come through in most of your forum posts, like it has done in this particular situation.
You are more than welcome to privately email me at a point in the future when you feel you have worked through some of these addictions and would like to re-engage with the community.
Thanks
Nicky