Personal Feedback Received, with Thanks!
Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2015 10:57 pm
Dear Jesus & Mary,
I watched (and will watch again) your personal feedback to me on youtube. I am still digesting the content of the video - and I am immensely grateful to you for the time and feedback you gifted me.
In particular I wanted to say, I agree with your feedback. I hesitate and often refuse to take self-responsibility in assessing myself accurately - very often seeking external assessment and/or validation. This stems from my childhood and affects all the areas/aspects of my life (to varying degrees). Even as I put up the post on the forum, I asked myself "why do you want jesus & Mary to tell you all this?"
I am taking on your advise to develop a willingness to be more aware, self-reflective and self-responsible.
I also wanted to say that you accurately pointed out that fear/shame in speaking up about and/or identifying with Divine Truth (particularly the fact that you are Jesus & Mary, respectively) is an issue with/for me. I fear ridicule, ostracisation and harm from family/others. Yet all this is anti-Divine Truth. Hence, a facade.
I am taking on your advise to develop humility, to develop greater sensitivity to what/how I feel and being willing to be Truthful in every aspect and moment of my life. And to shake off the self imposed feeling of being "removed" because of my overseas position.
Thank you so much for all the videos you put up on youtube & Thank you to the entire Divine Truth team that makes this possible.
Love,
Hanaan
I watched (and will watch again) your personal feedback to me on youtube. I am still digesting the content of the video - and I am immensely grateful to you for the time and feedback you gifted me.
In particular I wanted to say, I agree with your feedback. I hesitate and often refuse to take self-responsibility in assessing myself accurately - very often seeking external assessment and/or validation. This stems from my childhood and affects all the areas/aspects of my life (to varying degrees). Even as I put up the post on the forum, I asked myself "why do you want jesus & Mary to tell you all this?"
I am taking on your advise to develop a willingness to be more aware, self-reflective and self-responsible.
I also wanted to say that you accurately pointed out that fear/shame in speaking up about and/or identifying with Divine Truth (particularly the fact that you are Jesus & Mary, respectively) is an issue with/for me. I fear ridicule, ostracisation and harm from family/others. Yet all this is anti-Divine Truth. Hence, a facade.
I am taking on your advise to develop humility, to develop greater sensitivity to what/how I feel and being willing to be Truthful in every aspect and moment of my life. And to shake off the self imposed feeling of being "removed" because of my overseas position.
Thank you so much for all the videos you put up on youtube & Thank you to the entire Divine Truth team that makes this possible.
Love,
Hanaan