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Lieing on the couch laughing that my life must be pretty unhappy if the only joy I am getting this evening is the sensation released by scratching mosquito bites! Laugh laugh. I thought must share this with the forum.

My actions towards mozzies have changed ... no longer a red or amber strike ... (hang on there is that whine again ... amber strike may be coming up ...) 2 days ago I caught a mozzie in my room and walked him outside, let him go live! Woohoo. Thats a first for mr mozz.

Then Lucifer, the cat I am caretaker for, opened the flyscreen the next evening while I was bathing bub and let in a heap who have had me for dinner each evening since.

My actions towards Lucifer have also changed ... I didn't get annoyed with him or me just reflected that I should get round to securing the flyscreen sometime soon.

Now just enjoying the addictive response from scratching the bites. Never done this before with such free abandon ("DON'T SCRATCH YOUR BITES" still bouncing round my head from mum.) Don't think I will be doing it again either as not too loving for the legs or soul.

Watching Mary and Jesus and Cornie talking about will, fear love, pursuing my desires, stuffing up, causing problems for self and others unintentionally, reflecting with God and my spirit mates seems to be changing things .... insi winsi probably but microchange there is. I will get Mr Mozz to reference if required.

Smile.

Nite nite from Rocky River.

love Marion

Addit I was listening again to Jesus ìn Desire to Change, Australian Assistance Group 1 and realised all the changes I have made, choosing to treat others and myself differently and seemingly more lovingly, are at the physical level rather than the soul level. I feel perhaps this post was not the best one to share as it isn't a "Eureka". I felt it was in a very small way last week but on the weekend was triggered by my landlady who I have not been in truth with i.e. being polite, listening to her stories, justifying her interruptions, meeting her and my addictions 95% of the time. I blew my top and ended up in my room shaking with murderous rage towards my mother who never listens, always interrupts and scared the daylights out of me as a baby, infant, child. Meanwhile, my rage had scared the living daylights out of my infant. She had been caught on the edge of the crossfire again. Her little person had her back turned and I felt she had slipped away to the quiet place she knows is safe while the projections of rage and horrible horrible colours shot out of her mum. I felt really crap for the harm I inflicted on her, my landlady and my own soul.

I thought I had shifted some of the rage.

Sonya the celestial channelled by Mary in January spoke of the non causal emotions and lack of truth that many of the people attempting The Way, attending Divine Truth seminars etc were engaged in ... I can feel that is where I am at and apologise to readers for perhaps wasting their time.

Time to read more truth, really listen to those in truth and ask questions.

Marion

Ps when I walked back into the kitchen bubs happily crawled towards me with a mouthful of and face painted with pale blue chalk, marking the floor blue as she rushed over. Pale blue - the colour of serenity and peace. Her beautiful blue sky appearing after the storm did make me smile.